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Love is like air

No

It is life itself. It is an elixir that pours through your lungs reviving every single atom and molecule and cell of your body and soul and brain.

It is the adrenaline that runs through your veins...

It is the adrenaline that runs through my veins when I see my beloved one. It is not an It but more of an Everything. Love is what I want it to be.

I do not believe that things do not work out between two persons because 'it's not destiny' or because 'he does not understand me, so we can't be together'.

I believe that two persons can be a lifetime together if they really want to. I believe that - in a relationship - everything is possible. I believe that my love for him is something incomparable... something unavoidable... something impossible...

It's so much bigger than what I can really carry in my heart. Sometimes I feel like giving up because it would be easier that way, but then I remember all those beautiful times, and I just can't make myself remember why I was considering leaving him.

My love for him is forever. It's true, I'm 17 (well, 17 minus 3 days lol), but I can perfectly know what I'm feeling.

People say that it's just a crush - something temporary that every teen goes through - Really? A two year relationship? Fine... Say that. Say that there it is more probable that we end up just like friends or enemies or just strangers. Say that it is impossible for our love to survive the bitter obstacles that life puts us through.

But my opinion stands in place. My love for him is forever.

And I wish people could understand what I feel. I wish they could feel what I feel; it feels torridly nice. If you could feel what I feel, believe it or not, you would smile every single second of your life.

They say that a perfect life gets boring after a while. That is why I think love is difficult. Yeah... definitely hard to go through. Especially if your beloved one is far or just unaware of your feelings. I know it hurts. But if it didn't hurt, then you wouldn't know how much you really love that person, would you?

I mean... if I weren't going through all these life dilemmas that diverge me from him, what would I really know about love? I would take it for granted. That's what I would know about it.

But love can never be taken for granted. Can you ever take nature for granted? Can you take a human's sensibility for granted? Oh, no... Definitely a No to that question.

Can you take your own life for granted?
Can you take air for granted?

The only thing that we know that will always be there... helping us... is ourselves.

Trust yourself more than anything in this world. And by doing so, you're trusting your life partner more than anything in this world. Why? Because I believe that two persons in love are not two... but only one. They are considered as single. They are not an are but an is.

So philosophical - it gives me goose bumps. LoL.

Thanks for reading :) ]]> Runya http://www.sffchronicles.co.uk/forum/blogs/runya/186-love-personal.html <![CDATA[Some things that I've written...]]> http://www.sffchronicles.co.uk/forum/blogs/runya/176-some-things-that-ive-written.html Mon, 20 Apr 2009 14:03:42 GMT I trust no one
Not even myself
Silence reigns my soul
No words go through my head

I'm not sure if I can post what I'm about to write, but please, Mr. Mod, if you don't like what I post in my blog, please be so kind to PM me and I will gladly delete it.

Curse me and murder me
Although I don't think that's gonna work
Kill me and bury me
Although I don't think that's gonna work
'Cause I'm already cursed
Already dead
Already buried
So step back and watch me come back

I'm here to send you to hell
I'm here to damn you and make you think
About all the things that you did
You were wrong, all along
You were wrong, all along
Time is over
For you, my lover

Try to kick me out of your dreams
Although I don't think that's gonna work
Try to leave without a scene
Although I don't think that's gonna work
'Cause you're already cursed
Already dead
Already buried
Deep inside my head
So step back and watch me come back

I'm here to send you to hell
I'm here to damn you and make you think
About all the things that you did
You were wrong, all along
And is time to go on
But WAIT!
Time is over
For you, my lover

Cursed, Murdered, Buried...
It's over, my lover
You were wrong all along...

It's time to go home

I know it's lame. But what can I do? I was thirteen at the time and in the midst of a depression LoL
 ]]> Runya http://www.sffchronicles.co.uk/forum/blogs/runya/176-some-things-that-ive-written.html Blurry - Puddle of Mud http://www.sffchronicles.co.uk/forum/blogs/runya/175-blurry-puddle-of-mud.html Mon, 20 Apr 2009 13:53:03 GMT Everything so blurry, and everyone so fake. And everybody is empty, and everything is so messed up. Preoccupied without you, I cannot live at all. My whole world surrounds you. I stumble then I crawl.

You could be my someone. You could be my scene. You know that I'll protect you from all of the obscene. I wonder what you're doing; imagine where you are. There's oceans in between us, but that's not very far.

Can you take it all away? Can you take it all away? Well, ya shoved it in my face... this pain you gave to me. Can you take it all away? Can you take it all away? Well, ya shoved it in my face... this pain you gave to me.

Everyone is changing. There's no one left that's real. So make up your own ending, and let me know just how you feel, 'cause I am lost without you. I cannot live at all. My whole world surrounds you. I stumble then I crawl...

You could be my someone. You could be my scene. You know that I will save you from all of the unclean. I wonder what you're doing. I wonder where you are. There's oceans in between us, but that's not very far!

***

Nobody told me what you thought.
Nobody told me what to say.
Everyone showed you where to turn... Told you when to run away.
Nobody told you where to hide.
Nobody told you what to say.
Everybody showed you where to turn! Showed you when to run away!!

This pain you gave to me...

You take it all...
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me...
You take it all...
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me..
Take it all away...

This Pain You Gave To Me

I love this song. I just wanted to post it. Note that it's a Puddle of Mud's song, okay? Not mine *grins*
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